Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Reinaluna and the Moonlit Bay
Monday, June 14, 2010
A Battle
There’s a place to which I journey,
When the desert is inside me.
It’s a place of many wonders-
So much joy and thunder-
That I am consumed.
It’s a place where those who wander,
Meet, embrace inner sight, and ponder,
What means much more to them,
Then any to enter that glen.
It’s sight, poet’s wonder.
It’s a magic poison infecting
Every fiber of my being.
A broken open tear wound,
Cowering at every sound,
And begging for silence.
A majestic inhabitation cries out,
For me to ascend, and shouts,
Screams, begs for sight,
Razor sharp against a night,
And mourns the dark.
It pummels inside my brain,
Beating my mournful refrain,
Terrorizing what sadness I hold,
And forcing me back to the fold,
While my lips linger.
The reversed smile of poisoned peace,
Holds within desire to be pleased,
At every moment borne,
But by my struggle it is shorn,
And I weep.
Tears,
Silence.
And I weep
Of time that has poisoned my inside,
And tempted to discourage sight.
Begging for every moment to evade
The dark that threatens to invade.
I beg for more grace
That He bestows in suffering
To bestow peace, love in everything,
The antidote to the harrowing wounds,
That utter the sounds of his hell-hounds.
I hold my head up,
And offer my heart in humble contemplation,
Remember the “Yes” of the Annunciation.
I collapse to beg for His Own Strength,
Whose Heart burns up the Love it sang.
I take up my cross,
The insignificant suffering of one,
Who never had a real wounds,
Who was injured at the simplest dart,
Who felt every pierce to the heart.
I hope He finds
My humble contemplation of His Love,
An approach to the grace of those above,
That He may find in His Heart not to scorn
The torn, unable, move of one who mourned.
I am consumed
And lost in a hope and night,
That obliterates all sight,
And I plead myself to elope,
To weep, To love, and To Hope.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Objection
On Listening to Paramore’s Emergency
In a world where children are bent and bruised,
Parents have left to find their fortune.
Their jagged edges are covered with bandages,
Hearts broken get cartoon caricatures.
“A man can turn his head only so many times,”
It has been said, “And say that he sees nothing:
Every where he turns his head, that is what he sees,
Nothing.
Yet he turns again, empty, brokenness, shattered skyscrapers,
Buried castles in the sky, and he tramples on their fairytales.
In a time when the world of children,
Has become nothing more than reality,
Dreams are burnt to ashes and a soot that suffocates.
Those meant to guard the little ones, offend most deep.
Their education in the ways of the world,
Brings down their own despair on the hopeful hearts
Of those who have not yet been jaded.
So children hold bruises behind their skin
And fairytales are buried with their castles.
Brick by boring brick, we build real life,
Devoid of true magic, left to seek the dark supernatural,
Equilibrium between beauty and rationality,
Crumples beneath the curses of the real.
C.S. Lewis On Fairytales
– “On Three Ways of Writing for Children”
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Friendship Withered
Enveloped in the melancholy daylight, of a friendship that will not wither, I sit. I wait. For some message of what I am to do, what I am to say.
I don’t have the time to believe that all we do will be fulfilled,
But I dream that our loves will combine in eternal majesty.
I don’t want to be with you in romantic consummation,
I want to be peaceful in friendship aspirations.
But you greet in caring lovingness and I cold-shoulder turn,
Steel embraces heart inside behind my hurting bones.
I cannot show you an anger I can’t possess,
But somewhere do you hear a loneliness?
That I wish our friendship dead and consumed by dark eternal,
Because I wish our friendship always light and loved eternal.
Your destruction wrought a wound of paradox and night,
And left me without understanding, peace, and sight.
Now I sit, I wait, I wait to know. To know where our amoris love should go.
Confused at times I wait and linger, I tender caring show,
But yet when you pursue I wonder, where should our love go?
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Just in Case
Artist-Miles
Song-Just in Case
Album-As Fast As You Can
The album cover of Miles’ As Fast as You Can is a picture of a highway at night. Lights are blurring past and the road stretches out ad infinitum. The sense of relaxed energy persuaded me to listen to the sample song listed on indie-music.com, Just in Case. The song would be the perfect song for a drive off into the twilight like that on the cover.
The song begins in way somewhat reminiscent to the keyboard sounds of
The band, Miles, is a little-known independent band with music on independent websites. This song is an example of their light rock, almost jazzy feel, but they also have the more spunky Face to Face. It sounds more like a mix between The Fray and OK Go’s Here it Goes Again. It is a song that you could jam to in your bedroom at night, but it still maintains the bands characteristic feel.
This is a band that would fit perfectly in the libraries of music fans that appreciate meaningful lyrics as well as a contemplative feel to their music. Miles is not impossibly slow music, but it is upbeat just enough that one could relax and enjoy it while doing something else, and it would have a soothing effect. It is almost otherworldly in the peaceful effect it has, truly bringing its listener into the serenity of driving along on a scarcely lit highway, passing by the blur of bright lights.